Freaking out about exams day 25 of 359592914 welp
Anonymous asked: picturesssss of yer tux please?? x x x
Not now, but soon.
As in I just got changed out of it and am FAR TOO LAZY to put it back on also I need to get it altered.
My tux is here and I am gonna look soooo flyyyyy.
Anonymous asked: hi lea. did lithium make you gain weight?
Ive never taken it but apparently its not a hugely common side effect and even if you do gain weight that shouldn’t affect your decision to take it if its the right medication for you.
I’ve had a great day. Got up at 11, had lunch with my friends, hung out with Sarah all afternoon (when we should have been working), taught yoga, am now chilling and ignoring that I have accidentally on purpose taken a full day off work AND training.
In other news my leg is pretty sore and it’s upsetting. Like, how the heck have I managed to break a bone running only 3 times a week?
I just bought a mens double cuffed shirt in size xxxs because I didnt want to pay £50 for a womens fit double cuff shirt and I refuse to go to a black tie event without them.
Were the docs supposed to put me in a boot or crutches???
Stress fractured tibia lol lol lol.
Im in a hospital waiting to have my leg xrayed and im finding it exceptionally stressful.
I think I’ve stress fractured my shin??? As in I thought it was shin splints so ive taken a week off running but it still hurts to walk sometimes and when I clench my toes and theres like a cm area of tenderness on the bone um welp.
My body image isn’t good today yuck.
Thus begins my weekend off revision.
I can’t believe I’ve done over 2 weeks already. I feel like I haven’t learned very much…
Anonymous asked: Hey Lea, i hope this isn't too personal, but i'm going through what you went through a few months back and was wondering if you could give me some advice. When you broke up with your ex boyfriend did you already have Sarah in the picture? Or was it breaking up with him that led you more into the LGBTQ scene? I want to break up with my boyfriend of nearly 4 years because I think I'm gay but I am scared that i'll never find anyone who loves me, even though I know I am 0% attracted to him now :(
Sarah was not in the picture, no. I knew I was getting pretty gay towards the end but I still slept with a couple of guys after we broke up. I did grt involved with the lgbt scene quite soon after because it felt more appropriate when I was single. Sarah happened two months after the fact, maybe 3.
The fact is, you gotta break up with your boyfriend. If you’re gay (or even if you’re not, you’re not attracted to him for one reason or another - you dont have to be gay to justify that), then its never going to be a substitute for being with someone who you are into fully and without doubt.
Apart from anything, its not fair to either of you to keep going. It’s not your fault, you’ve done nothing wrong, but the longer you pretend to want this relationship the more likely it is that resentment is going to build up between you, and its going to be more painful when (not if) you end it.
Breaking up with someone you care about - in a romantic way or not - is an incredibly difficult and courageous thing to do. To do that in spite of your fears is brave and you are good and strong and…yeah. bear that in mind. You will find someone. you are not unloveable - nobody is unloveable.
Im going to wear a tuxedo to the ball and theres nothing anybody can do about it.Edit - ive ordered the suit. Cheap on asos because apparently not manu queermos shop there. Need wing collar shirt and bow tie. Hair plan is centre parting, slicked back into a low bun. Red lipstick.
Anonymous asked: So I need some help... I have missed a period but I don't think I'm pregnant but am terrified it may be that :/ This sounds ridiculous but I can't say I remember having sex with someone since my last period. I fooled around with a guy a few weeks back but he didn't have anything with him and I'm not on the pill so it stopped there... I don't really know what I'm asking just needed to write it down I think :/
Well the chance of you being pregnant without having had sex since your last period is seriously unlikely. If any of his semen went near your vagina without having had intercourse then there’s a very slight chance. There are many many reasons women skip periods from time to time - stress, changes in weight, completely randomly. Take a pregnancy test to put your mind at ease, but to be honest you’re probably ok!